Monday, October 13, 2008

3:00 A.M Thoughts

the road beneath quaking -
the plans I was making
are shattered and lost
missing, defeated,
wish it were different
it's not what I thought it would be

dreams lovingly cherished
gone, quickly perished
change in mere minutes.
the song I was singing
fell flat in my ear -
and it's not what I thought it would be

something is lost now
must think of somehow
to pull it together.
forget all that didn't
seem likely at all anyway -
'cause it's not what I thought it would be

tears have withered inside
my cries shuddered and died
despite my heart breaking
sleep won't be coming
my brain is still pounding
it's not what I thought it would be

nothing to say here,
anyway, this year -
all good intentions
can't mend what is broken
even if everyone wanted,
it's not what I thought it would be

could be tomorrow,
joy comes from sorrow,
all works together for good.
maybe I'll see it,
perhaps even believe it,
but it's not what I thought it would be


I don't know how else to say it: I need you - anyone who reads this blog - I really need you. Pray. Remember us. I'll explain later, when I can get past the cloud of words in my head.

6 comments:

Amy Moore said...

I am praying for you earnestly, if you need anything call me: 612-0859Love you!
Amy

ginellebaskin said...

Karen, sorry you're going through a hard time. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

onthecreek said...

Praying for you.
Donna W

Anonymous said...

We're praying for you!
Mrs. G (Jane)

Michelle- This One's for the girls said...

I prayed for you today.

Tarah said...

Of course, you are all in my prayers today.

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